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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 | 9:22 PM
|| Back to top, baby.

its like a rut i cannot get out of

starts with a thought. develops into hope. hype forms around the hope. disappointment. residual hope excruciatingly crushed. hopelessness. recovery. and the cycle starts again.

sometimes the magnitude is larger, sometimes much smaller, but one thing for sure is.. i never quite learn and reap from each cycle, i'll just cartwheel happily into the next one (metaphorically, of course. my cartwheeling skills leave much to be desired)

how i wish i could hibernate.

Been watching Samantha Who? and Pushing Daisies recently.. pretty good!

Received a call today:

Guy (super confident) : HELLO! looking for 神婆！
Me : HARH?!
Guy : um. hello?
Me : uh. who're you looking for again?
Guy : uh. hellooo?
Me : huh?
Guy (dwindling confidence) : hello? natalie?
Me : aiya wrong number la.
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