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Tuesday, April 11, 2006 | 4:13 PM
why. can't. i....... s.t.u.d.y.?????? when i'm at home.. i feel comfortable but yet.. a little bored.. when i'm in school.. i feel tired of the whole.. predictability of things.. why? i definitely have motivation to study.. but unfortunately my stamina is honestly not too great.. but besides that.. i have no motivation to like.. say.. move on, forward, advance (or whatever u might call it) in everything else in life.. i'm neither happy, nor am i sad. neither smart, nor stupid.. neither left nor right, up nor down, this nor that! everything is just.. so.. in the MIDDLE! its like u know the U-shaped slopey thingo that skate-boardists play on.. just that the slopes are probably more vertical and harder to scale.. i'm like right there.. in the middle, and i can't bloody hell move cos if i did i'd defy physics.. middle.. mediocrity.... mundane!!!! |