humans are indeed complicated creatures.. or at least i think i'm complicated and i'm assuming its applying to everybody else as well..

feel like i cannot openly express the way i feel on the inside.. though i really want to.. i guess i just don't want to elicit the kind of response that i don't want to see from other people.. if i tell why and what i feel to my friends.. i know they'll probably think i'm some sort of desperate person.. either that or they'll take pity on me.. i don't want that.. i hate it most when people act like you're fragile.. but the truth is when u're feeling fragile the LAST thing u want ppl to do is to act all weird around u.. this is why when i have friends of whom i know aren't feeling their best.. i leave them alone.

k because i don't want to elicit weird responses from my friends.. i tell them as little as possible.. or i don't tell them anything.. then comes problem number 2.. the stuff just gets all pent up inside.. then i feel even worse.. then i start showing that i'm sad.. and then comes problem number 3.. the friends start SPECULATING wats wrong with me.. thats the worse part.. then all the funny stories come out.. then MORE problems of a huge variety start popping up everywhere.. and then i have too much to handle and i get depressed..

its true.. the people around me make me who i am and how i behave..

excuse me while i take a sob

humans are indeed complicated creatures.. or at least i think i'm complicated and i'm assuming its applying to everybody else as well..

feel like i cannot openly express the way i feel on the inside.. though i really want to.. i guess i just don't want to elicit the kind of response that i don't want to see from other people.. if i tell why and what i feel to my friends.. i know they'll probably think i'm some sort of desperate person.. either that or they'll take pity on me.. i don't want that.. i hate it most when people act like you're fragile.. but the truth is when u're feeling fragile the LAST thing u want ppl to do is to act all weird around u.. this is why when i have friends of whom i know aren't feeling their best.. i leave them alone.

k because i don't want to elicit weird responses from my friends.. i tell them as little as possible.. or i don't tell them anything.. then comes problem number 2.. the stuff just gets all pent up inside.. then i feel even worse.. then i start showing that i'm sad.. and then comes problem number 3.. the friends start SPECULATING wats wrong with me.. thats the worse part.. then all the funny stories come out.. then MORE problems of a huge variety start popping up everywhere.. and then i have too much to handle and i get depressed..

its true.. the people around me make me who i am and how i behave..

excuse me while i take a sob